my memories
Thursday, May 31, 2007
I just feel like saying this~
In case you didn't realize, i'm also a human.
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Thanks!
11:23 PM
Faith-filled historymaker. Accelerate.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
For an airplane to be able to fly freely in the abundance of the sky, it first has to be able to lift itself off the floor. And if it wants to do that, it needs to be able to have enough energy to let it fly, somehow what like the activation energy.
God revealed to me that, right now, i'm like an airplane. If i want to fly, i need to have to bear enough energy to reach the activation level. Once i breakthrough that level of energy, i would be able to leave my wheels off the ground and soar off into my destiny.
But, reaching that level of energy is not easy. For an airplane, lots of energy are pumped in, but still, the plane wouldn't take off. Other than that, not all the energy would go just for the plane to take off, some of the energy would also go to the wheels, electricity, maintaining the pressure etc. But if i can hang on, until that point, where the energy broke through that barrier, i would be able to soar.
Right now, i'm in the process of building up this energy. The more effort i seems to put in, results might seemed to be the same, or even worse, deteriorate. But take comfort that whatever i'm doing now is merely a process that is used to build up energy. Once, i reached the activation level, see me SOAR!!!
11:51 PM
Faith-filled historymaker. Accelerate.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Ahh..
I know the reason for the previous post le..
It's God's plan, man!!
3:21 AM
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
不喜欢被人了解…不喜欢把事情告诉别人…不知道如何跟人说心事…事情，知道自己能够解决…天真地认为，自己真的能解决…不需要任何人…不需要……人我终于知道原因了，我心里终于肯接受这个原因了…不在自我催眠…不在自欺欺人…醒了，唤醒了…巨人，醒来了…小时候的周遭给予的教育…小时候，没有关心，没人在乎的记忆…深深的烙印在心坎里…没人记得…没人记得……每滴从眼中渗出的泪水…每行涌出来的泪痕…让我看得更清楚…让我不再自我催眠…我厌倦了，厌倦了…隐藏，也藏累了…丢，也丢不掉…忘，更忘不了…就如此吧…如此吧…
12:44 PM
Faith-filled historymaker. Accelerate.
2:14 AM
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Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Dreams~
Lately, i'm focusing on dreams.
'Cos everyone would have dreams, but it's not everyone would make their dreams comes to a past.
Letting dreams becoming a reality requires faith and works. By faith ... ...
And let's open up our parachute!! ( who understand what this means? )
BREAKTHROUGH IS COMING!!
IT'S WAITING!!
--- Historymakers making history!!
9:24 PM
Faith-filled historymaker. Accelerate.
Saturday, May 5, 2007
Dream of. Dream of anything. Dream of. Dream of anything. Close your eyes and see what you can dream. When you dream~~
What do you see when you close your eyes? Darkness? Light?
I see both. I see light admist darkness.
The light is faint, but i do not see plain darkness.
I see tribulations, but i see hope.
I see discouragement, but i see faith.
I see trials, but i see God.
When you dream, do you dream big things? Do you see yourself doing anything one day down the road, one year down the road, or one decade down the road?
Do you really believe in your dreams?
Do you think you can achieve your dreams?
Do you really, in your heart, think that your dreams are there, not to stumble you, but to rise you up?
Do you really think that dreams are sometimes things that God is telling us?
Do you really think that dreams really exist and could be made possible?
I don't think, cause i know.
I don't need to know, cause i believe.
Believing is more than just having a conviction inside your heart, it's also about doing something.
It's both of it. Inside and outside. Inside = your heart. Outside = your actions.
I dream.
I've dreamt.
And i am still dreaming.
Heard of 'building castles in the air'
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It's to describe day-dreaming.
I am going to day-dream.
Dreaming in the day, but it's not going to stay as a dream.
It's going to go further than that.
I don't need to think that it would go further than that. Cause i know.
I don't need to know that i can do more than that. Cause i believe!
I am going to built my castle in the air.
Then i am going to built the foundation underneath it.
I'm going to keep sight of my vision.
Then i'm gonna put my foundation underneath it.
I'm gonna grow towards my vision.
Letting my castle come to be a reality.
Letting my vision come to a past!!
I've dreamt and are still dreaming.
What about YOU?
9:58 PM
Faith-filled historymaker. Accelerate.
United they stand ( when they're scolding me )
Divided they fall ( when they're arguing within themselves )
All these within a period of me putting down my bag, my phone, my mp3, grab clothes and went out, aka all in the process of 2 mins?
AHH, TEACH ME HOW TO TALK!!!
1:52 AM
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007
I've never seen how much a mum can put a daughter down until yesterday night. Not excatly putting her down, but keep telling her to give up, but the daughter refuses to!!
That's the conversation between the mother and the daughter, over a pair of specs ( incredible how things work, huh? )
*Daughter trying to fix her own specs*
*Mum comes in*
Mum : What are you doing?
Daughter : Nothing much, just trying to fix it.
Mum : Aiyo, nevermind one lahz, go and buy a new one can?
Daughter : Heh, nevermind one lahz, i can try to fix it one. I can do it de.
Mum : Leave it lahz, ask dad to help you fix tomorrow morning.
Daughter : It's okay, i can do it one.
Mum : Can, you can fix it, one hour later lorz.
Daughter : No lahz, i can do it one.
Mum : Go and buy a new one can?
Daughter : I can do it one.
Mum : How you know you can do it?
Daughter : Believe me, i can do it de.
Mum : How you know you can do it? How you know you can do it? You repair before arz?
Daughter : How you know i cannot do it?
Mum : Since it's spoilt le, just buy a new one lorz.
Daughter : It's okay, why not i try, then if cannot, then buy lorz. But still, i believe i can do it de.
Mum : Just buy a new one.
Daughter : Just let me try, i can de!!
*then tadah, the specs are fixed*
*mum left speechless*
*daughter thank God and got knocked out ( zZzZz)*
This shows me one thing. Believe. Faith. Standing strong. But more than that, i saw how insecure some people can be. If they think they cannot do it, and tells you that you cannot, yet you still stood strong and insist you can, their insecure-ness would take over. They will keep trying to put you down until either you fall under their pressure or prove to them you can do it. Eagles fly not only by flapping their own wings, but they will stand on the top of a mountain, then wait for the wind to get strong enough, then they will use that to aid them to fly higher, and then, they flew ABOVE the wind. Same thing with this story.
And thanks to my mum who let me know that i have to stand strongER.. Haha.. (That's why i went offline hurriedly yesterday, haha!!)
7:38 PM
Faith-filled historymaker. Accelerate.
