Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Woa~
Just read about april's blog and you know what, AGREE AGREE about the honouring of parents BUT... ...
I can't deny the fact that i am angry, i am pissed off, cause i'm still a human, i still feel angry. Keeping my cool, no reaction, no expression, one thing i'm proud of, ( though it's not good ), but oh well..
Cause well, i can't like scream at her, i can, but i don't want to, i'm tempted, but i am disciplined not to, but well, this is still not the best solution. Just staying here, not talking, typing blogs, is just ANOTHER of my silent rebellion. Though i don't like this happen, but well, ironically, things that we sometimes do not like, always happen someway or the other.
But well, i know my mum is just standing there, at the wall, in my room, staring at me, but well, me as me, still not grown up yet, still not matured yet, is still pitting myself against her. Well, i'm sitting down, using com, and her standing up, staring at me. I presume i am in a much more comfortable position. And well, now, being a pissed off tennager ( whose mum insulted the things you are willing to scarifice things for, the people that you are willing to spend time with more than friends, the One whom you love so much, etc. etc. ), i couldn't help but feel it that way.. and even REACT that way.
I know that this is childish of me, not talking to my mum who is staring at me. But, they wanna bring up this to another level, but should i? Should i too, bring up to another level with them, and.. THAT would not be good!
