" Hey hey, looking for my blog? Yea, you're at the correct link, but before you press anything, hold on!!
I'm using another blogsite and no longer this. Heh heh^^
Why?
Why?
Cause, who knows the agony of not being able to type chinese blogs?
*WHAT?!?! NO ONE?!?! HOW COULD THIS BE POSSIBLE? T.T*
But, *ahem* it's due to this, i'm writing over at another blogsite.
So, come on and check it out, it's 靜的 0°C 虛擬第三世界
Must come and leave a message at the guestbook on the way there too, over there.
Thanks ^^ v
Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths." At times, when the going gets tough, sometimes we tend to walk away. But if we hang on, God will come, and we would see miracles happening to out lives..
And whenever we feel weak and helpless, never forget that we always have Him that will carry us through the diffculties we are encountering right now. Remember "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" No matter how bleak the things seemed to be, we'll be okay. There's nothing in this world that we cannot overcome. There's no mountains to high to scale and no seas to wide to cross, all we need is to believe, all we need is to have faith.
We might be different people, caused we are made different. We have our own missions to finish, our races to run. We are made just the way we are, and we're perfect in His eyes. He always has faith in us, sometimes even more than what we have in ourselves.
my memories
Friday, March 30, 2007
Hmm, yea, i know this is not early, but well, i just want to make a quick post. I just finished my call with Wei Min, well, no thanks to mum, ha~ She was standing so far away from me, yet WeiMin still can hear her, bravo?I just really want to thank WeiMin, she was there for me. I mean, she talked to me, and encouraged me and stuff. I just want to thank her, and just wanna say she's awesome! She talked to me on quite some stuff, and well, surprisingly, i could open up to her, YEA!!Haha, in short, just wanna say a giant thank you to Wei Min despite my tears and everything. She roxs!! There's things that cannot be explained, and there are things that are simply have no need to explain..I'M GONNA STAND STRONG IN FAITH!!I'M NOT GONNA FALTER IN MY FOOTSTEPS!!I KNOW ALL THE TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS THAT ARE GONNA BE IN MY LIFE IS NOT MEANT TO DESTROY ME, BUT TO BREAK ME, AND MOULD ME AGAIN INTO A BETTER PERSON!!Tap on God's strength!!
12:42 AM
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
Wah~ I'm going to church 4 times this week ONLY!! I want to go everyday~ But well, it's a virtual impossible. Unless for the holidays, and well, i'm going to fight for my chance to come out to church whenever possible in the holidays~ Cause i can imagine my mum's reaction, but well.. FIGHT!! Though she had already bought a new lock which i don't have the key to, and she is threatening me to lock me outside if i dare to come back late, or later than her~And on the train ride from Marina Bay to Yishun, i was reading, and suddenly a voice within me asked me a question, "Are you feeling offended?" I was like, huh? What offended? What could make me get offended. Though i wasn't sure, i felt it was God talking to me. I closed my eyes, pretended to sleep, and seeked God. God showed me the things that could have led me to be offended today, and today ONLY! I thought, hey, i have managed to stay not being offended at most times, and i answered God that i wasn't offended. I was feeling weird in the spirit. I couldn't understand why, and when i seeked God again, i got no answer. But, scenes of me having the chance of getting offended flashed before my eyes again. But this time, it was lesser. It only consists of the time which i GOT offended. I knew it was God trying to talk to me. I realized, but i did not know what to do. I just told God that, yes, i was indeed feeling offended today. I felt better in the spirit, and i did not just stop there. I started to pray and repent. I asked for forgiveness for not able to forgive others, and held onto offense. I've asked for strength to break the inability to forgive and to really forgive them. When i had finished, I felt a wave of peace and stabilty flowed from the inside out. I knew it was indeed God moving in my life, telling me, teaching me. I just thank You, and i love You, Father. Amen!And haha.. I just finished my small talk with my mum. I left her speechless. About Christianity and about hoGc. I never thought i could have talked with so much confidence and conviction to her. I stood by my faith, what she said is not going to let me falter in my walk with God, i will stand by hoGc, pastors, .. .. no matter how many things she threw to me about lin hui, about april, about thea, about weijie, even about huilin!! My mum says she's a nice girl, but after hearing she came to church, then she... ... change her views. Telling me to be careful of huilin, but oh well. But in the end, i talked to her, i asked her questions, i proved her that her own points are contriditing, and thank God i didn't sound harsh, and in the end she got nothing to say and left my room. So i'm quite happy now~ Mwahaha~And sorry for during that period of time.. smses and msn-s are not replied. Ahaha!!^^
10:33 PM
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
OKay~ So why am i feeling that i'm so tired nowadays? Weird right? It's just that i've been told that i'm not updating my blog, that's why i am taking out half an hour to do this, mwahaha.. Anyway, i forgot to bring my textbook home to do my homework, so well.. i can study for my test tml, my COMPRE test tml..Wah, can i say about something sianz? Though i dun like to do it, but.. can i? Haha~ Regardless on how violent you want me to not continue.. but oh well, here goes~~Sheesh, i've no idea why, i know i'm tired. But it's not the thing that's barring me, but it's something else. I have no idea why, but i just knew it. It's in there, inside of me, just felt sad and everything. Which is not good!! Oh shucks~Keep the bad things short and the good things long. I don't wish to keep talking about me being depressed and everything. I can say until i'm tired of myself saying it le~~So.. Well.. Let's see. Easter is on the 8th. Good Friday is on the 6th. Speechday MIGHT be on the 5th. So technically speaking, we have to get everything done latest by 4th. So we can be able to get ready and give them out on the 4th or 5th. Okay, let's see. What can we do? I want to include notes, that's for sure, or else, some other way that could express what we wanna say.. Hmm~~Then let's think. Must brainstorm for ideas. Let's see, if i have to get it done by around 4th, means, i have to get the final idea latest by 28th. Then we'll have around one week to prepare whatever we want to do. Okay, not good, going to brainstorm le~And although we haven't really started off with anything, but well, i just want to make special mention to Bellarie, Elien, Huilin.. Cause.. i know you guys is going to help out a lot, A LOT, and well.. Especially when Bellarie and Elien has SYF, just wanna tell you guys that u roxs man!!Also, huilin~Really.. i feel so touched.. and i wanna shout molest!!It's just a giant thank you for everything you've done.. may it be hoGc, pgsm, or even the upcoming easter.. You just did so much and i'm so touched. And all in the midst of your geog project. Just MUST take care of yourself arz. Don't fall into fatigue again, and don't fall sick horz.. and the po thing, u also know le mahz.. But i'm just so happy and grateful towards you!! You roxs, confidante!!Take care peeps!!
10:24 PM
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Hmm.. Today's thursday night, and i'm suppose to post this on saturday night? But well, huilin, this is what i promised, i'll post this up, but well, am i suppose to post this here or over at multiply? Oh well, i guess i just have to post it up at both places.. Haha~~
Okay~ So what am i suppose to post around here, can someone refresh my memory?? Haha, i remembered~
Huilin, how lucky are you? You only got one number and you're the wettest around there. Though it was fun, but.. mwahaha.. The time when i got drenched was during the concentration game, but well.. and after everything, april and i drenched each other.. I got help you lorz, i help you aim at april, right? Mwahaha~
And then.. what else did we do? Sheesh, i forgot.. But well.. I sort of remember, but it is just SORT OF~ So oh well.. i'm just tired.. Finally, reaching weekends le, tml end school at 2pm, hope that i wouldnt be late for cg tml~
And.. Memories with you of the drenching, mosquitoes-ing, bees-ing, eating, talking, laughing, esp-ing, well.. everything.. it is not going to be memories. It's gonna be a new chapter everyday~
9:58 PM
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
Wah~ Awesome day, not-so-good day? Well.. it could be both at the same day, not same time~Let's start off with the not so good things, so i could end it off with a better note.. Haha.. well.. this thing, i couldn't say it's on my mind for a long time or weighing me down, but.. i couldn't deny that it is troubling me. Well, i got pretty freak out when i heard it, and even though that wasn't the first time i heard it, but still, i got freak out!! How many times must my father land us in financial problems? But well.. i have no idea how is my father gonna work all this out, but well, i'm waiting to see how is he going to solve this problem~~Well.. let's not talk about distressing and depressed things, cause well.. I wan to talk about vibrant, nice, alive things. Today's just so awesome, although i had to wake up really early to bring suk wah to my house, then we are like fighting temptation together. Using of com, and well, i can really understand suk wah is really tempted to use that emoticon that goes <.....>. She used it quite a couple of times.. to MY contacts somemore.. But well.. rushing down to khatib mrt together, forgetting to bring my handphone, forgetting to bring water and everything, led us to run back home to get those things, especially my handphone..On the way down to dhouby ghaut, i got a couple of distressing smses and well, and everything. Throughout the revivial meeting, it was very cool. And i got prayed by Pastor Lia.. That was the best. She's so awesome, so spiritual. While she was just asking the holy spirit what she could pray for me in tongues, i could just feel His presence came down. It was so strong and so fast. Once pastor lia started to pray in tongues, His presence just came swooshing down. It was just so awesome. And whatever pastor lia said was so true. Recognizing His voice, His presence, remembering His presence, and simply to have faith. When pastor lia just asked me to believe, to just believe, and everything. I just fall, under His presence. My head went light, and well, then i fall. I heard God speaking to me while i was on the floor, and it was just simply out of the world.Then food, follow up, and well.. HOME!! One lesson learnt from the many things learnt today, MUST CHARGE HANDPHONE BEFORE LEAVING. Although i left 3 bars out of 5 bars of my phone, but still, too many calls and it ended up with a COMPLETE blankout handphone. I couldn't even switch on my handphone.. Good thing is that i had finished up with my conference already. But i still had to contact some other people, so i have to switch cards with li yun and used her phone to help me contact other people. Giant thanks to LI YUN!! Then i had to take cab and rushed home and charged my handphone. Then, conference all the way till 11.30 when i bathed and came out, smsed ppl, then eat, watch tv, sms, msn to ppl about pgsm, and well.. i'm waiting to do my qt and then some sms before i finally retire for the night..Till the next blog, tata!!Lord, i just thank You for this awesome day again. The laughters, the fun, the talking, the sermon, the service, the prayers. Everything Lord, i just thank You for everything that happened in my life. May it be something great, or something not that good, but i knew in my heart that all these is put there in my life for a special purpose by You. You put it there for me, knowing it will make me into a stronger person. Lord, i just thank You for everything. I love You and thank You and in Jesus name i pray, Amen!
12:57 AM
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
Oww~~ My arms seriously aches.. No thanks to playing too much in the sun.. It just all started with the idea of burying Alton in the sand.. We got tempted and well.. we just dug it.. And.. it was when Alton laid in the grave he dug himself, all of us just rushed to cover him up.. Not enthu when helping him dig, but VERY VERY helpful when we're all covering him up..After that.. Thea wanted to do sun plus sand bathe, in which i was also completely covered with sand, cause she like.. threw sand on me.. might as well.. push me into the sand instead.. haha~ Then we went down to the sea to wash off our sand, and then.. Alton took my shoes, and i was taking Thea's.. I returned Thea hers, and yet, my shoes didnt came back to my side.. And in the end, he buried my shoes, but well.. i saw his giant foot imprint, and knew my shoe was there~ But well.. then i wanted to bury his shoe, then got jocelyn, audrey, thea and me.. we got his shoe.. audrey and thea went to bury one of it, and the other shoe was being buried by jocelyn and me~ He couldn't find his the shoe me and jocelyn buried aka he only got back one of his shoe.. but well.. he gave up soon enough~ Then the four of us plus lin hui just went down to 7-11 to buy drinks and everything.. and well.. when we got back.. then we go and sand plus sun bathe again~ After that, bathing time!! Okay, some people look at us bu shuang, but what else can we do? Then when we came out, it was raining!! And well.. lucky i had Alton's cap with me.. Used it to shield myself from the rain~ And well.. i love his cap, i also want to go and get one!! Haha.. Holding it on my head to whole day!! Haha~After some talking, then we went off.. and xiao hong, weimin and xiao hong went to bath.. then we went home to be more exact.. And when i'm on the train back to harbourfront, i realized that i put my clothes back at the bathhouse there!! Then quickly call xiao hong and weimin~ And luckily, weimin found my clothes for me~ Thank God!! Cause elaine's pants is also with me~ left at the bathhouse~But when i reached home.. then i found out something bad.. real bad, but well.. sheesh!! But well~~ haiz~~Haha, well.. though there's still other stuff to say~ More about that cap, about the games, about a lot more things, but well.. i should stop, cause everyone knows that hanging out with C8 is fun lorz, that's enough le~ Mwahaha..I just thank God for this awesome day that You has given us. The time for fellowshipping, the time for us to know each other more, have a stronger bond with each other and everything. Lord, i just want to thank You for letting audrey and jocelyn have their pe lessons cancelled, so that they can rush down and spend time together as a family. I just thank you Lord for everything you have put in my life today, and Lord, i just thank You from the bottom of my heart, Amen!
10:54 PM
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Okay~ So today was suppose to be a good one.. Apart from getting that piece of very-much-hated-by-me piece of paper, those who got that piece of paper today or yesterday would get very angry anyway~ Oh so well~ Anyway my mind is not working very well today, a heavy meal, a lack of sleep, a load of things to do, a heap of stuff to think.. with all that, at this rate which my mind is working today could be considered pretty good already~
Which make my not-so-good day good is spending hours and hours with huilin!! She's the only one that could make me get so hyped-up no matter how down i am~ Ain't that amazing? Lots of complaints from both of us, we talked from parents to friends, home to school, and well.. how could i not talk about church? We broke our record again, from the filet o fish student meal upsize 2.5 hrs record, we managed to eat chicken foldover plus wedges plus chicken mcnuggets plus mcflurry plus coke plus fries plus iced milo and all this is done in 3 hrs and 45 mins~ Woots!! That's a feat from us, and both of us are so full after performing that feat. Not to mention weird glances from the people around us~ And even the staff is staring at us, but oh well, we enjoy the food and the talk~
Although i know pretty much myself that whenever i'm with huilin, we would end up pretty anti-social. I might be talking to others and after a minute, i would be back to be talking to her. It's not easy for the rest to know what we're talking about. The synergy we had cultivated between us is not a joke, mwahaha.. Having esp, being in each other's tummy~ We always know what the other party wants to speak, and will speak it at the same time~ One of our favourite talk is about food, and oh well.. one of the things we enjoy doing together~ And well, eat together too~ Our speed is eating is that 'fast' that only both of us can condone aka our speed is really slowwww..
It has been a long time since we had this chance to talk about so many things together.. And we found one more thing in common.. In addition to all the other things~ Sometimes i can never understand why we would be so close together, but well, i believe that somethings are not meant to be understand logically~
But i know sometimes i shouldn't be that anti-social when i'm with huilin or just be in our own world. But well, sometimes, it's just hard~ Especially with her, my confidante.
10:45 PM
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Wahaha, 3 posts in one day... Is it really too much? Well, comparing to the number of posts i can post in one day using wretch.cc, this is considered nothing. But, we shouldn't really compare, right? Cause different things are different, and i shouldn't compare.
Haha, yea~ I finished my QT, and i have quite a couple of things in my mind. And as much as i'm tempted to spill everything out here, i really couldn't. Cause in just a couple of hours, i would have to wake up, and go to school. In which if i want to wake up, it means i need to sleep, and that would amount to be going off now and going to bed.
I want to get back into my momentum and routines, and most importantly, GOOD routines!!
Tata..
bonne nuit (aka good night [french])
3:37 AM
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Finally, i knew how to edit and had finished editing. Let's pray that blogspot would be easy for me to use. Or else, i wouldn't know what to say, all the time spent in here would not be wasted, but the time used for sleeping would be. But now, even if i really want to sleep, i can't. I go something much more important for me to do before i sleep. I did not do yesterday's QT, and i cannot miss it again today.Despite the fact that i need to go back to school later on, and my heart is already pounding really fast and is working extra hard right now, i still couldn't sleep. I'm seriously worried and i could most possibly guess the results of tomorrow, and all the more i'm worried. But well, i still WANT to do my QT before i go and knock myself out. Doing QT is not something i must do, it's not a ritual, but more of something i WANT to do. Building a momentum and routine~Cheerios~
2:47 AM
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Finally after i knew how to play with the editing of the templates, the next problem just sank in. How am i suppose to edit all those things? This shows one reason as to why i refrain myself from using blogspot too much.. Cause i have absoutely no idea on how to use it, wretch.cc is easier to use, however it's more for the taiwaness people, so i'm thinking, why not i just try to use blogspot again.. other than my wretch.cc and multiply, i could use blogspot too.. If i can figure out how to really use it, which it's getting on my nerves already..
But oh well.. Remembering that i still have school tomorrow, i shouldn't really play around with this for too long. I am dreading the coming of tomorrow, but what else can i do especially that it has past 12 midnight already, which means theortically speaking, it is already wednesday already.. And how i am suppose to dread something that has already appeared? But oh well, after going to school, i'm going to come home, do some little things here and there, and then go out again for lunch with huilin.. at Sakae Sushi.. Buffet, not alacarte.. can never afford alacarte anyway, we could easily eat until a 60++ or 100 dollars, not worth it~
But well.. Going back to figure how to use blogspot, sheesh~
Tata~
12:46 AM
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